When I hear the famous The Beatles‘ song “All you need is love,” I often sing to myself, in my inner world, “All I have is doubt.”
For example, while walking through the streets of the capital of Poland, I always possess doubts. What are my existential doubts? For instance, I wonder why all the people (including myself) appeared in this world? What is the purpose of our existence? Why did we emerge in this world? What’s happening with us after our death? Is there a void waiting for us? Is The Big Bang Theory correct? If yes, what was before it? What will happen with the Universe in the future? Is everything going to collapse? Why do we, as a human, make constant development? Is evolution the only answer?
Are we a part of some experiment about which we will never find any information?
Is it true that our brains will never find the answers to all these crucial and existential questions? I wonder where all today’s all our doings will conduct us. Where is marching our civilization? To the fatal, end disaster? Will we destroy our planet? Or maybe we will continuously develop without any global conflict and crises? I doubt.
Nevertheless, I also wonder what my commitment to the whole process is.
Where is my place in society? What will I leave for posterity? Who am I in the entire history of not only my country but the world as a whole? A usual accountant? Or a famous worldwide artist?
Will my photographs will change anything? Or maybe my artistic activity will change something in the world?
On the one hand, I have doubts. But, on the other hand, I profoundly believe in myself. I believe in all things which I do. Moreover, I believe in humankind. I hope that we will not bring ourselves to self-destruction. With this bright accent, I would like to finish this post, my Dear Friend.
