Sometimes I wonder if my passion somehow took over my life. Why do I occasionally think this way?
For several years, starting from October 2015, when making various types of decisions (e.g., those critical, related to my professional work as an accountant), I will not hesitate to ask myself how a given decision will affect my photography, writing, and blogging. My passion has become an essential aspect of my life. I foresee that this trend will only increase. Is it something wrong? I do not think so. Undoubtedly, my passion is not the most crucial thing in my life. The truly significant thing is not my professional career. The most meaningful thing in my life is my relationship with my beloved Kamilka and my beloved parents and family. Suppose things are going on ok with these relations. In that case, everything else, including my accountancy work and my artistic passion, is something that, without a doubt, will be satisfying.
Nevertheless, the truth is that while making both minor and essential decisions in my life, I always ask myself:
How option A or B will affect my hobby? Will I still have enough time to take photos on Warsaw’s streets? Would I have enough time to write new texts? Will I be able to prepare new editions of “Diaries?”
That’s how it simply goes. I have no doubt that I will question myself many times in the future. I predict that it can happen until the end of my life. Indeed, I hope to ask questions regarding the influence of choices on my creative passion until my final days. Thus, I am convinced that my artistic passion already took over my life. I hope to remain innovative as long as possible and make proper choices in my life so that I will continue to be creative.
PS
I wrote this text on the 17th of April, 2021.
