I sometimes think about whether I have faith in the future.
Usually, the conclusion is that we can only have faith in the future if we have faith in ourselves. Without it, without belief that tomorrow will be better, we are doomed. It is not the case that I am constantly worried about potential happenings. No. In general, I prefer to remember I live here and now. Going out of my comfort zone by doing intermittent fasting and exposing my body to cold are some of the most outstanding activities that remind me to live in the present moment. Still, I am only human. I also sometimes rock in clouds, wondering what the future will be like, not only for me but also for my beloved Kamilka, parents, friends, and family.
Today (I wrote this text on the 12th of February, 2024), I want to stress that there is no future without hope.
I believe I can become a better human, even though I know I have limited possibilities. I am not afraid of the future. The truth is that I am only curious about what the future holds for me. For example, sometimes I wonder whether I will stick to street photography until the end of my life. Perhaps I will start drawing. I do not know it. The older I am, the more I see and feel each day I start my life over and over again. Even though, like all other people, I sometimes have a lousy mood, it does not mean I am not a happy person.
Moreover, in my future projections, I cannot imagine myself different from a human who is simply satisfied with his life. Of course, I know most of my plans will fail. Still, I always try to imagine life as a journey where many defeats and wins will appear in the lives of most humans.
