The more I write, the more I see I’m still trying to write the best text of my life.
Does it mean I managed to write the best text of my life? Of course, not. Moreover, I am convinced I will never write a text of my life, even if I try, try, and try. For me, trying to write the best text is an infinite process. The more I try to do it, the further away I am from getting the desired result, and the worse the outcome appears. I sometimes ask myself whether I am a writer or a blogger. Perhaps I am both. I do not know it. After all, I do not earn money from my writing activities. Also, I do not plan to earn money from it. Why?
Because I want to write what I want, not what the client expects me to write.
I plan to remain an independent artist who won’t ask anyone what to write or present on my blog. Undoubtedly, my journey with writing will be a lifelong process. Nothing can stop me from writing. Ok, only force majeure can do it. Still, the longer I write, the more I become confident that I will never write one text that will outshine all the others. Undoubtedly, my creative legacy should be considered as a process.
That’s why I believe the best scores I would receive after my death would be once someone reads and analyzes all my texts.
I think I’ve already written a text in which I asked whether there would be a person who would read all my posts from the very beginning until the final text. I do not know it. I believe there will be such people. For today, I am focusing simply on the process, not only in writing but also in doing street photography, a practice that allows me to capture life’s moments and reflect on them, thereby enriching my writing.
