The only thing I can worry about is my thoughts. All the rest I cannot control. Why? Because I am only a human.
I wrote this text on the 15th of November, 2022. It was a day when two Russian missiles hit Poland and killed two Poles. When I read this news on the Internet, the first thing that came to mind was that the only thing I could worry about was my thoughts. When I was writing this text (it was 10:07 p.m.), the Polish government still did not confirm that the missiles that struck Poland were Russian. Still, The Associated Press states clearly that the Russian bombs killed two people. I already wrote that a physical attack is much worse than a verbal one. For me, it is proof of it. This time, my homeland, not Ukraine, was hurt. I cannot worry about it.
Even if the Russian troops entered my country, I still could not worry about it because I am not a Demigod who can change reality.
For today, the fucking Putin’s army is not entering Poland. Still, they are slowly, like snakes, retreating from Ukraine (from Kherson, to be more precise). I hope the Russians (who are representatives of the civilization of death [[why? Ukrainians and Poles are not bombarding the Russian cities]) will lose sooner rather than later in this war. I am internally convinced that it was not the intentional Russian attack on Poland but was a mistake of their dumb soldier or their Soviet technology.
On the other hand, perhaps Putin is testing mainly NATO’s army readiness to react. I do not know it. Still, I do not worry about it because I do not rule the world. The only things I can genuinely lead are my thoughts and what I do. I can try to influence the rest of the issues, but I must remember my limitations.
