After working hard in my office job, later in the evening, I usually have remnants of thoughts that I use to write a post.
This text won’t be an exception in this case. I wrote it on the 25th of April, 2025. It was a typical day at work. Still, I do not want to focus on my professional job here on my blog (remember, my Dear Friend, that I work in a broadly defined accounting area). Today, I will focus on my writing style. Often, when I come back home exhausted, I want to write something, but I do not have enough mental power to do it. Sometimes, I resign from writing because fatigue is too overwhelming. Or, like today, I am fighting with myself for myself and deciding that I will write something, even if I do not have a specific topic. I feel I have remnants of thoughts.
During such a moment, I feel I should write about the fact that I sometimes do not have enough mental power to write anything.
I am not a demigod who could write a subsequent text daily. Ok, to be more precise, I was such a demigod between the beginning of July 2021 and the end of 2022. It was a period when I wrote one text daily. Now I see and know that I did it at the expense of something, e.g., the length and quality of my sleep. Today, I prefer to sleep longer than write.
I think that the fact I have been rucking for almost nine months (the physical exhaustion after rucking is much more potent than after usual walk and work) and I at the end of 2024 I finished reading Marcel Proust’s “In Search of Lost Time” (now I do not get up at 10 a.m. during the weekend to read Proust’s masterpiece; I did it between the middle of August 2023 and the end of 2024) contributed to the fact I sleep longer. How happy I am that I will be able to sleep a minimum of 10 hours during the upcoming two days.
