I want to be a surfer who surfs on rough waves.
In one of my previous posts, I wrote I did not want my existence to become something similar to a safe haven. Today (I wrote this text on the 23rd of June, 2022), I want to stress that I want to surf on rough waves. Of course, there can always be a possibility that I will drown. Still, I believe that having challenges in one’s life is much more exciting than staying in a safe haven, sitting on the couch, eating regularly and, watching sunsets daily, dreaming of a life that would never appear. It is merely not for me. I want to ski high on the rough waves and challenge every new wave I will face.
Undoubtedly, it will be a neverending process. There can be waves that would overcome me. Still, I feel deep in myself that I am ready to challenge all of life’s obstacles. I do not want to remain in a safe place and wait for the end of my life. Undoubtedly, I will grow and develop my mind, body, and soul thanks to overcoming obstacles, difficulties, and adversities.
I have no doubts that intermittent fasting and exposing my body to frigid temperatures (including taking cold showers) released in my mind, body, and soul will, energy, and power to act.
The truth is that I am not afraid of the future. I cannot wait for what each hour and the subsequent day will provide me. I want my life to fill not only with the love of my Kamilka, my parents, and my family. My existence is a journey where many things can happen. Even if it is a road to nowhere and there is nothing to find in one’s life, I have no doubts that it is merely better to live by challenging and facing difficulties by surfing on the rough waves rather than sitting in a safe haven and waiting for nothing, that is for death.
