I wrote this text on the 29th of September, 2025. I had a hard day at my office job. Once I returned home, and I wanted to write something meaningful, I told myself that sometimes I do not have enough mental resources to write something profound.
That’s the way it is. I am only a human, not a demigod. I cannot be productive all the time. Sometimes I need to focus on other things in my life (e.g., a professional job; remember, my Dear Friend, I work in a broadly defined finance area). Thus, I sometimes simply do not have enough space in my mind to write something interesting. Or, maybe the lack of a topic to write about is an interesting topic? I do not know it. What I know is that I am not a genius who always has something wise to say. Frequently, I feel like I do not have to say anything at all.
Or, sometimes, I feel I have hundreds of thoughts floating in my mind, but only a few percent of them will ever come up out of my mind and be transformed into other minds, thanks to writing, that is, processing one’s thoughts into written words.
Also, sometimes, I am simply too tired and do not have the mental resources to write anything special. During such moments, I often give up and decide I won’t write anything at all. Usually, I notice that I have the best mindset to write something during weekends, when I sleep long enough, and my mind is not working at the highest possible (it usually happens when I am focusing on my professional work). I am wondering what adversities other people face when it comes to writing. Still, I believe that continuing to write, even when it feels difficult, is a meaningful endeavor worth pursuing. Each attempt lays a foundation for growth as a writer, and in those efforts, even the simplest words can matter.
