Sometimes I have doubts. Thus, I occasionally think that our existence in this world is one enormous fuck-up.
– But why?
Undoubtedly you would ask me, my Dear Friend. Because sometimes I think that someone who had created us did not inform us why he did it. We had not received any information from a divine (?) creator. Of course, many people would say that we have religions and that the holy words are already written in the Bible, Tora, Koran, etc. But, while reading Taschen’s “The Book of Bibles,” I realized that the Bible was modified many times throughout the ages. Thus, even if the Prophet’s words wrote holy Books, I doubt whether they were poorly translated, for example, during the Middle Ages.
The fact is that the celestial beings did not send us direct fax or e-mail with information about us and directions of what we, as humans, should do in this world.
The fact that we do not know much about ourselves is one of the biggest fuck-up ever made. Who knows, maybe we are only space, organic garbage left somewhere in the most remote nook in the universe. We think that we are the center of the world. Also, we often believe that we are the only one who lives in this world. But maybe we are merely cosmic garbage left for oblivion. Our capabilities to understand something impossible to understand are overcoming us and our existence. We do not have any information about our appearing in this world.
Moreover, we do not possess any knowledge about how and why the universe emerged.
No one did send us instructions about what we should do as a civilization. We are always fighting and killing each other. Science development is in continual progress. Still, I am convinced that science will never explain all the laws in the universe. Someone who had decided that we will be living on this planet made the biggest fuck-up because he/she left us without any information and instruction. Thus, human civilization is in constant chaos. On the other hand, I believe that it is ostensible chaos.
