No, I do not plan to finish my artistic activity here on my website. “This the end, beautiful friend.” – words from the famous The Doors’ song often echoes in my mind after writing a subsequent blog post.
After writing each text, I always have the impression that this is the last post. But why? Do I plan to commit suicide? Of course not! Committing suicide is probably the most desperate act which humans can do. I love my life, and I plan to live as long as possible.
Nevertheless, after writing another post, I feel that I have already expressed everything I wanted to convey. How sweet is the awareness that every time I get up at 6 a.m. and write a subsequent post, I see that I’m always wrong regarding ending my writing!
This daily routine happens almost whenever I wake up in the morning. After opening my eyes, I often ask myself the very first question:
“What am I going to write about today?!”
Every time I get up, I make a quick toilet, feed a cat, make a cup of coffee and start writing. When my laptop is turning on, I often do not know my post’s central theme. I suppose that it is a creative miracle that always some thoughts will appear in my mind. In the past time, there wasn’t a single accident when I woke and did not write anything. After turning on the computer, some unusual ideas always come to my mind.
And, after finishing writing the post, I think: damn, what will I write tomorrow? Is this the end of my activity? When I get writer’s block? After all, everything has already been written. There is nothing more to add. Luckily, how sweet it is to feel every morning when I am convincing myself that I do not have writer’s block and that I possess a subsequent idea to transform it straight out of my head into the words written on the virtual paper.
