I often wonder whether we all evolve is advantageous or not.
After a few seconds of thinking, I conclude that it is rather an advantage in my case. I already wrote that I want to be like wine. The older I become, the better (in broad aspects) I become. It does not mean that it happens as I want. Moreover, if I want something, it does not mean that I will get it. Still, I believe that my development has evolved in a proper direction. I wrote this text on the 21st of August, 2021, while being 36 years old. The truth is that I am still youthful. I am strong enough to work as an accountant and develop my passion.
Moreover, I have enough power to complete my vision regarding my current artistic projects, that is, taking photos, writing new texts, designing subsequent editions of “Diaries” and new sets of pictures (e.g., “Negation of the End” or “Birds”). I think that the older I am, the better I evolve. It means that I see the bigger picture, and I keep essential priorities in my mind. Most of these priorities are connected with my artistic passion.
In all cases written above, I have no doubt that the process of my evolvement goes in a proper direction.
Still, the truth is that not everything in everyone’s life is perfect. What, in my case, evolves in the wrong direction? I think about a few issues for today. Still, I won’t describe them in this text. I believe that one of them is that I do not have a baby. I am still not convinced if I am responsible enough to raise a child. The truth is that I think that some years ago, I felt more accountable regarding raising a child. Is that mean that I am sad because I do not have offspring? No. I feel grateful and happy for everything I have right here and right now.
