Undoubtedly, writing, managing my blog, walking, contemplating, and doing street photography are all activities that I would say are a quest to try to answer the question of who I am.
Answering this question only through the prism of my occupation (remember, my Dear Friend, I work in a broadly defined Finance world) is not satisfactory to me. So what answer would satisfy me? I think none. Moreover, I believe I won’t be able to clearly state who I am until the end of my life. Why is that? I do not know. Perhaps no one from us could clearly state who we are, except that we are mortal and straightforward humans who can do many great things, mainly if we believe in ourselves. Undoubtedly, I am a shapeshifter. It is not the case that when I am in the office, I put on a mask of a professional accountant and I behave like one.
The older I am, the more I feel and see that deep inside me, I have many internal faces and personalities.
Did I get crazy? Perhaps I did. But I believe in the evolution of self-awareness, in the constant discovery and redefinition of our identities. This is a journey I invite you, my Dear Friend, to join me on. Nevertheless, I simply feel it is totally impossible to write precisely about who I am. Sometimes I feel like a Demigod, a metaphorical reference to a divine creature with extraordinary powers, who is able to move all the mountains and conquer the Universe.
Also, sometimes I feel totally powerless towards the surrounding reality, and the only thing I know is that I should embrace reality, without expecting too much of it. As you can see, my Dear Friend, I cannot express who Adam Mazek is. But I have come to accept this. I am wondering if you could provide a precise statement of who you are. If yes, I truly envy you for this skill. For today, I will finish writing, because I need some sleep. I wonder what Adam Mazek’s version will wake up tomorrow.
