If you read my texts carefully, my Dear Friend, sometimes you could notice that I deny myself.
You can spot some inconsistencies in my writings. Why do sometimes such things occur? The fluctuation is a keyword to today’s answer. Sometimes I can have an ambivalent attitude towards many things. I do not believe that something like a universal truth exists. There can be many different, inconsistent answers to questions, and they all can be right. That’s why sometimes you can notice that I deny myself. My views on my issues can fluctuate and evolve. I do not want to make statements that regarding theme “X,” I will never change my mind. Of course, there are many issues when I think I will not change my mind with the 99% probability. Still, there is always a 1% of chance that, sooner or later, I can deny myself and change my mind.
Can I give you some examples of issues when I probably will never change my mind, but I cannot promise it to anyone?
It is the case regarding selling pictures. I do not want to make my passion become a business. Indeed, I hope that it will never happen. Nevertheless, I do not know what the future holds, and there is always a 1% chance that I will deny myself and change my mind. I can imagine that someone will take over my website after my death, and someone will change this website into a museum with many commercial things to sell (original works, t-shirts, and so on). I do not want to do this because I do not have time for it. The truth is that it is not necessary for me. I want to focus on broadly understood creation, not running the business.
Walking with a camera in my hand, writing, managing the www.adammazek.com website, preparing subsequent editions of “Diaries” or creating new sets of pictures, e.g., “Negation of the End,” or “Inspired by Tolkien.” These are things that I want to do. It is hard to imagine that I won’t deny these issues.
