In this post, I will write if I am satisfied with all my creative activities.
As far as I remember, I named one of my first posts “Satisfaction.” I wrote that I couldn’t have complete satisfaction from everything I do. Did something change from that time? I published a post named “Satisfaction” in September 2017. The current text I wrote on the 20th of October, 2021. I believe that nothing has changed regarding my attitude towards all my artistic doings. My feeling that I would never satisfy myself with all my creative activities only increased. Does that mean I do not like to watch my photographs, prepare new editions of “Diaries,” or read my own texts? I love to do all these things.
Nevertheless, while analyzing all my creative works, I always see many imperfect things.
I know that I always can do something better. Inadequacies will remain in my life and all other people’s lives forever. That’s why I will never be delighted with all my creative activities. I do not see such an option. Will I get crazy because I will never fully satisfy myself in artistic terms? Of course not. It is a creative journey that counts. I do not care that I create imperfect works. I do not seek perfection. If I would do that, I would probably never created the www.adammazek.com website. How happy I am that I make many things, and they are imperfect. That’s why I would say that, in general, I am satisfied with all my work.
At the same time, I know that they are imperfect, so I will never reach the level of total satisfaction of all I do. Am I weirdo because I deny myself? Perhaps I am. Whoever told me that I should be ordinary and perfect? Imperfection is an inseparable part of humans’ lives.
