The title of this text is tricky a little bit. Throughout my whole life, I have heard many times that nothing makes sense, even life. But what if those who say it are wrong? What if everything makes sense?
I wrote many times on the www.adammazek.com website that I often have doubts about everything happening around me. I sometimes also feel that one’s life does not have a sense. Still, I believe this statement is false. I believe everything, each happening in one’s life, has meaning. Even if we do not see and measure this meaning. Perhaps the aim of our existence is to live for the moment. Should we try to find a purpose in our life? Yes, I believe we should. Still, the older I am, the more I feel that the process of searching counts. No one will ever find a genuine aim of one’s existence because something like this simply does not exist. Perhaps. Still, for me, all these things do not mean that our lives have no sense.
Am I denying myself?
Yes, I noticed I do it quite frequently. I just feel that life is ambivalent and ambiguous. There are no certainties except the fact we will all die. For me, the Latin proverb Carpe Diem is a light, positive equivalent of the Middle Ages’ other Latin term, Memento Mori. We should live here and now because tomorrow may never come. Even if all these things seemingly do not make sense, I still intuitively believe that everything makes sense. All these things are connected with faith because I write, “I believe.” Are these things related to the Catholic religion? Undoubtedly, I am influenced by it. Still, I do not attend church or plan to do it. I do not believe priests are intermediaries between the Creator of this world and people.
