My life seems to be calm, as if there is little going on in it.
However, I see my life internally from an entirely different perspective. Practically every day, I am curious about what will happen to me today. I perceive everything around me with the same fascination as watching the first three (chronologically, looking at the release dates) parts of “Star Wars.” (1977-1983). And I see myself as Han Solo, who bravely fights evil, although he is not a flawless hero at all. This post definitely refers to one of my previous posts. What was the name of it? It was “The most astonishing film ever made.” I wrote in it that the fascinating movie is the movie called life. There are as many movies as many people exist. In each film, the main hero is the person whose mind and imagination the action – life-occurs. Thus, somehow, the center of the Universe appears to be in each human’s mind.
Nevertheless, as I wrote initially, I cannot wait to experience the coming day every time I wake up in the morning.
Once I open my eyes, I am curious about not only what I will be doing in the office today. Mainly, I’m curious about what I will do after my regular job. I often think about what I will talk about with my beloved Kamilka, where I will take new photographs on Warsaw’s streets, or which theme I will write new texts. There are many events, scenarios, happenings, and ideas in my imagination, even though I am a usual accountant with the mundane work at the office. Of course, not only my work seems ordinary. If someone took a closer look at my life and daily behavior, one would say that my life is boring. How wrong this person would be! There is no place for boredom in my life. My life seems to me as a life full of adventures similar to Han Solo’s adventures in “Star Wars.”
Every day I try to appreciate the possibility to live.
Moreover, I hope to give as much as possible from myself to my beloved ones (my parents, Kamilka, and my family) and the worldwide societies, among others, by creating pictures, writing texts, and preparing new editions of “Diaries.”
